Long ago, I already master the art of faking Faking that I am fine Faking that I am well Faking that I am happy Faking that everything is all right Fooling everyone with my smile But I am not fine I was never fine I was broken inside and no one can see it No one tries to ask Are you happy behind your smile?
In this world full of mouth I become the ears I listen to your story I listen to your problem Without any second thought and hesitation I was there But have you ever wonder why I was willing Why I was always there ready to listen? Perhaps no Cause all you see is my smile
The answer is simple I know the pain when no one is there When no one listens When no one hears your cry When no one sees your tears And the most painful When no one understands
So tell me how can I tell them my pain When no one can even see right pass your smile No one can even say that’s a fake smile When society rejects the monster inside you When people frown upon this monster That is why the art of pretending has been mastered But I’m waiting that someone like a storm would come Wipe the smile and see the tears falling And asked me that question If I am Okay
Nothing more to say but it was incredible escape out of the jungle concrete! Out of my law books and escaping out of everything on what we called life. It was really a paradise for me. (Since everything in my life is all about work and study.) But anyways, Bantayan Island, I think, can be fully appreciated if you went there during offseason. No large crowd, not so many tourist and you can really see the beauty of the island. So I won’t write much cause I believe lots of amazing reviews have been written. But I swear everything is worth it! Next time I want to go there with my future husband. Don’t forget to do the cliff jumping! It was one hell of an experience!
We went there via private car and I was asleep the entire duration because the day before I had an exam and I haven’t got enough good sleep. But still, from Cebu City, we went to Hagnaya Port. (If you are taking bus, go to North Bus Station) From the port (if you don’t plan to take the car to the island you can park it overnight people offer that kind of service it will only cost you 150php.) The ferry to Santa Fe (Bantayan Port) would cost you 170php. (To be honest, I don’t remember but there is a discount for the SP and other valid id promos.) Once reaching the port the accommodation that you book (if you did) will be there waiting for your arrival and escort you to the hotel/inn you have booked. From there you can enjoy all the amenities on the island.
In this place where I trapped myself I want to roll in the darkness What controls me What lives inside of me There are so many things inside of me This monster I keep fighting The memories I throw away The love which I had deleted in me Someone, please wake me up Find the real me Help the broken me I’m trying to erase my nightmares But I can, rather I won’t Please find me To be held and embrace by you Wake me up Filled me with you Leave me not And finally, kiss me
Your sigh Now I knew It means your hard work I’m sorry I thought it was nothing but lack of interest Perhaps annoyance But you made me realize Someone sigh A heavy breath Is from all the hardship From the pain From losing someone T might be anything But please I’m begging you Give me a sign of happiness A contentment So take a deep breath Cause I’m hear I will hold on to you I will carry that burden with you
That heavy breath Can I possibly understand what it means All I knew you are hurting All I knew there is pain All I knew, no I knew nothing That hurt inside of you That void inside of you That emptiness in your heart I want to comfort you Even if it is only in words Even if it meant nothing now I want to tell you its okay
Your sigh If only I knew what it means back then But I was fooled by your smile I was fooled by the happy angel I was oblivion behind that shining star Lies a thousand, no million hurts I thought you are okay Little did I knew your killing inside I want to scream at you But who am I kidding I don’t know anything How could I possibly understand
So right now I want to send you off You did well You did well You save a thousand life You inspired millions You put a smile on everyone who you have meet You did good So I’m sending you with a smile I will not cry anymore
From others eye, it might not look okay Like the small sigh That can make somebody down But I knew now That was from a hard day From the swirling emotions So it’s okay Take a deep breath Let it out It’s okay to be out of breath That heavy breath I knew now Your sigh Although we didn’t know it back then It’s okay I will hold you You’ve worked hard Rest now You did well Kim Jonghyung
Thank you, for the 10 years, the laughter, the comfort, and advice you give in the air. Not only to your fans but to everyone who listens to you. Jonghyung who have the voice of an angel, rest now. Time will heal and those you are hurt deeply will smile not might be right now but time will come. – Alex, Shawol.Light.Inspirit
I’m falling fast Deeply in love I tryna hold it back But you keep my heart going The moment I saw your eyes I see my lonely soul wrap with light I’m falling head over heels Falling to fast deeply in this love I know this was the right moment You, it’s you At the right time And the right moment
That night The moon shines so bright In that old street Like the movies of old I saw you I didn’t know I was holding my breath You smiled back and the world tilted You, it’s you At the right time At the right moment
Everything I dream is right here Your the sunlight in my grey world Your the color in this dull world Your the air I breath Everything that you are is all I dreaming of I’ll give up everything for you Falling too fast, I know But your all I need Because that moment The moment I meet you You know it was the right time At right moment
Everyday I pray Help me through the day Make myself stronger Right now The dreams I’ve longed for Slowly Approaching me Unfolding I close my eyes I hear Someone’s prayer Entering my heart Warming my body Comforting my soul Washing away all troubles I’ll be fine The that will come I believe that