Long ago, I already master the art of faking Faking that I am fine Faking that I am well Faking that I am happy Faking that everything is all right Fooling everyone with my smile But I am not fine I was never fine I was broken inside and no one can see it No one tries to ask Are you happy behind your smile?
In this world full of mouth I become the ears I listen to your story I listen to your problem Without any second thought and hesitation I was there But have you ever wonder why I was willing Why I was always there ready to listen? Perhaps no Cause all you see is my smile
The answer is simple I know the pain when no one is there When no one listens When no one hears your cry When no one sees your tears And the most painful When no one understands
So tell me how can I tell them my pain When no one can even see right pass your smile No one can even say that’s a fake smile When society rejects the monster inside you When people frown upon this monster That is why the art of pretending has been mastered But I’m waiting that someone like a storm would come Wipe the smile and see the tears falling And asked me that question If I am Okay
Nothing more to say but it was incredible escape out of the jungle concrete! Out of my law books and escaping out of everything on what we called life. It was really a paradise for me. (Since everything in my life is all about work and study.) But anyways, Bantayan Island, I think, can be fully appreciated if you went there during offseason. No large crowd, not so many tourist and you can really see the beauty of the island. So I won’t write much cause I believe lots of amazing reviews have been written. But I swear everything is worth it! Next time I want to go there with my future husband. Don’t forget to do the cliff jumping! It was one hell of an experience!
We went there via private car and I was asleep the entire duration because the day before I had an exam and I haven’t got enough good sleep. But still, from Cebu City, we went to Hagnaya Port. (If you are taking bus, go to North Bus Station) From the port (if you don’t plan to take the car to the island you can park it overnight people offer that kind of service it will only cost you 150php.) The ferry to Santa Fe (Bantayan Port) would cost you 170php. (To be honest, I don’t remember but there is a discount for the SP and other valid id promos.) Once reaching the port the accommodation that you book (if you did) will be there waiting for your arrival and escort you to the hotel/inn you have booked. From there you can enjoy all the amenities on the island.
Your sigh Now I knew It means your hard work I’m sorry I thought it was nothing but lack of interest Perhaps annoyance But you made me realize Someone sigh A heavy breath Is from all the hardship From the pain From losing someone T might be anything But please I’m begging you Give me a sign of happiness A contentment So take a deep breath Cause I’m hear I will hold on to you I will carry that burden with you
I’m falling fast Deeply in love I tryna hold it back But you keep my heart going The moment I saw your eyes I see my lonely soul wrap with light I’m falling head over heels Falling to fast deeply in this love I know this was the right moment You, it’s you At the right time And the right moment
That night The moon shines so bright In that old street Like the movies of old I saw you I didn’t know I was holding my breath You smiled back and the world tilted You, it’s you At the right time At the right moment
Everything I dream is right here Your the sunlight in my grey world Your the color in this dull world Your the air I breath Everything that you are is all I dreaming of I’ll give up everything for you Falling too fast, I know But your all I need Because that moment The moment I meet you You know it was the right time At right moment
Cartagra – The garden of judgment where the contractor bearers battle for the king’s ring.
A boy named Yuuki who doesn’t believe in God or the Devil. On the school he was attending a circulation of demon worshipper sacrificing someone emerges as different rituals were being conducted and animals have been sacrificed. One day, she meets this girl who apparently is a bearer. (Bearer is the term called to those people who made contracts with demons to do their bid and fight for the King’s Ring.) However, Yuuki did not believe and on the same night she saw a girl walking outside school dorms bothered by this he follows her and saw she is about to commit suicide. She actually committed suicide when she jumps the school’s roof and Yuuki was unable to save her. By twisted plotted fate the girl landed on some ritual circle of which summon Belial (if your worth enough of him and his power) offering Yuuki and tempting wish to bring his parents back from the dead. (Yuuki actually had his parents die right by his own eyes and his seeking udgment that is why he wants to be a prosecutor.) But instead of that wish he asked for the girl Amatsuki (the one who committed suicide) to be brought alive from dead. But demons cannot miracles from nothing. So in exchange of the girl life was Yuuki’s soul. And so the the fight of the Cartagra begins. Yuuki later then discovered that Belial is the one of the two highest rank demon the other one being Bael (which is not handsome as Belial and also twisted.)
But what if the truth will be revealed. That everything was only a play and a game. A bet wage by Devil and Angels of God. And what if Yuuki knews he was the reincarnation of Solomon who almost attain the King’s Ring. With the Devil betting the punishment of whatever heavens deemed fit for him and in return if he wins Lucifer will ascend into heaves. And the begin begun the moment Yuuki was born. Who will win?
Contract Bearers Story
Yuriya Yuuki – at young age he saw the death of is parents being murder infront of him. He was also shot but by luck the criminal ran out of ammo resulting only to his serious inury that lead to almost death. He made contract with Belial of which he was summoned by ritual and has the ability of to control the purgatory hell fire.
Sayaka Amatsuki – the girl who comited suicide and was saved by Yuuki. Apparently she is a more than meets the eye. She can hear and see the shape of a person’s heart and absorbs their pain. It was then that when she was saved by Yuuki in exchange for his soul that only her can relieve Yuuki from the pains while using Belial’s power.
Honoka Akishiro – Yuuki roomate and eventually become a bearer in contract with Bael that can control the rain and lightning. He admire Yuuki. Her wish was to see his mother and in exchange for that is the death of his grandfather whom he had thought was preventing him from seeing her mother. Only to find out that it was his grandfather who loves him deeply and was the one sending him letters under the guise of his mother name. He was kept away because his mother does not want him. That it was his grandfather that was happy that he was born while his mother actually wants for his abortion.
Kirio Aoi – contract with Asaroth who can control the snakes and paralysis. His wish was to play piano and in exhcnage granted for this was the permanent loss of his bestfriend to play the piano. He appararenlty was defeated and was release from his contract. But appararently the mircale/wish that was granted will cease also to exist once the contract has been completed and broken.
Rintarou Kirishima – he was in alliance with Kirio. He made contract with Agaser who is more secializing in information. His wish was to save his sister.
The Purgatory of Cartagra opens the curtain for Takahashi Ryo’s debut work in the supernatural genre. It is also known as Rengoku No Karatugura is a short manga with only 10 episodes. (Yup, pretty short. And the first time since from the long time I have read manga and write my review.) For me, the story is interesting and very evily twisted. I actually thought at first that Yuuki might be Lucifer’s reincarnation or sort of something but turns out he was Solomon’s reincarnation. Anyway, the story is interesting and painful. It reflects our wish and what could or might happen if we made a deal with the devils. Like what Asaroth said, “Only God can make permanent miracle and demons miracle cannot be made without nothing.” Pointing out that is you want something you need to sacrifice something in return but this is not permanent. It’s actually and interesting manga
Time doesn’t stop
Crime doesn’t stop
So I won’t stop till I’m sitting on top
I won’t go through the ordeal of not having you
Even if my breath ends
I will never leave your side
I want it to be you
Cause you’re the only one
I’ll have you, my perfect man
Till I drop
Your dazzling image makes me stop in place Rooted and unmoving From your head to toes, everything is perfect The moment you passed me by Wordlessly You light up this dull color world Your beauty is fantastic Your heaven sent fallin’ down Your level is different Even comparing you to anything might be a sin Even by looking at your showdown Was more than a blessing